I am most definitely enjoying this new laptop of mine. Itapos;s much faster than I figured Iapos;d be getting, but when you spend $900 on a system that should be baout $1200 things end up better all around. Iapos;ve got most of my old desktop stuff on here and I finally cancelled my shithole dialup this morning. And now for the LJ unveiling...I present a poem for all the ladies in trapped relationships of prolonged anguish: "Fetter."
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In desperations grip I gave myself up, to end the lonely nights.
Yet I found out too late as the years went by, I only gave up my rights.
All my life a trial, judged to be repressed.
Unable to be myself and my heart lost amid infinite unrest.
Unchained, unchecked, my heart secretly yearning to be free.
To walk among others an equal, a single soul for all to see.
I see freedom all around me, for everyone else thereapos;s time.
For me, however, all I can see are caging bars so pure and fine.
What pain a trap, so simple infact, to keep me from what everyone else can see?
A heart regretting, in its own prison accepting, fearing the unknown to which I must flee.
This prison so perfectly inescapable, in it Iapos;m confined by one simple truth.
As these tears flood my cell, I perpetually ponder and fret away my youth.
Drowning in worry and opportunities lost, I look for help to break me of this bind.
The truth one day, will free me when I see, this jail is in my mind.
In a leap of faith may I take those first steps, my feet cringing as I go.
Walking a while it begins coming back to me, this path paved of familiar feelings I do know.
A helping hand I see, reaching to guide me, along this road which I now tread.
When its end I reach, that hands face I beseech, I understand the fear I no longer dread.
For the help I got, in the end was self-taught, by my own strength those bars I do bend.
The freedom beyond this prison, the will of unblinded reason, was found in my mind...my one true friend.
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